Look at that awesome candy bar doll...cute, eh? I'll make more for the visitor page in the near future. Anyway this one turned out so cute...i wish someone that looked like that and just as nice would walk into my life. Sigh. Hey got my braces on...and gosh it hurts but it's only because of the fitting with that thing they put in your mouth. I think my jaw is swelling. Anyway it hurts especially when i eat but there's no stopping me with food! I have a long test tomorrow in bio so i'll be quite quick. So sorry about that, anyway doing reverse psychology in hopes of earning a glance from that special someone...lol. I've been suffering by not looking at that person and it worked! Cool, huh? My seatmate even noticed and she was teasing me and as usual i played along...anyway i promise that my next entry will be worth your read...better than this at least. I've got a lot on my mind so I'll be settling on a topic.

I guess all the hype about the Chicken Little movie got me forgetting some things and that is school. It's been so stressful lately. Last week we started our book report and I failed to even begin to read the book so I looked up a summary and managed to know even more than those who read it. Cool, huh? Anyway we also had a long test (in the middle of the second trim!?) and about 2 or 3 quizzes/seatworks a day! And it hasn't stopped and yet another week is coming to a screeching halt. Thank God for that. Anyway this little "crush" charade has started out again...and i'm being teased non-stop and I feel so embarassed and humiliated. Agh! Anyway the domain expired so the site was down for a couple of days but it's back up now...i'm guessing it'll come down again if my host switches to a different hosting system or something like that. Anyway till here...love lots to all of you readers! mwah! (No smileys, images or avatars today because i'm trying to be quick since I've got a lot on my plate for tomorrow.)

Isn't that picture adorable? It's from the movie "Chicken Little" by Disney and it's set to come out this year and i'm so excited to watch it. Anyway I was supposed to blog yesterday since it was "14" and it's my favorite number but I was too busy anyway it's Saturday so I thought I'd blog. I'm getting my braces tomorrow, don't really know though since my mom is quite busy. Anyway I want to send a big "Happy Birthday" to Erika. It was her birthday yesterday and I'm guessing it was tough for her since her friends weren't there to celebrate with her, but don't worry Erika, you'll gain some new friends. Wow this is the shortest entry ever, I've been so excited to blog but now I'm so speechless anyway about the report it was delayed and teacher said we'll have to just report in front of her and not in front of the class. How lucky is that? but we're scheduled to do some singing complete with choreography and costumes and it's only by 2 people again! And let me tell you this...I'm not so much of a good singer.


School starts again tomorrow, ugh. Anyway on to the better, last night it was raining. I like rain. The sound of it seems like music to my ears but also rainy days bring about cold and I don't like cold so I curled up under my blanket and read a few pages of "The Second Summer of the Sisterhood" then I dozed off and my dreams got the better of me. Anyway before that, me and my sister watched some episodes of "America's Next Top Model" cycle one so it's pretty much old news but it was my first time to watch it. It was really cool, at first I thought modelling was easy and such but I never knew it required that much skill. It must've been pretty challenging for the contestants but I loved the way their pictures turned out I'm actually trying to find some of their photoshoot pictures but I ended up with cycle four and five's pictures so I guess I'll have to make do with that cause I wanted to make it into some sort of layout. A simple one with that certain picture as the main accent. So being the little snitch that I am I wanted to know who the winner is so there's her pic above, the first "America's Next Top Model". She's not so much of a pretty face and she bundles up a lot but hey it proves that models aren't what they seem (and to me that is snobby and bitchy). So anyway it's pretty cool how that show brought about the reality of the modelling business. Anyway finished off my assignments and I'm pretty much ready to hit school in that i-don't-wanna-be-here sort of manner, hehe.

I just want to say my thank yous to all of those who commented . My past entries were ones that needed advice and comfort and such and thanks for giving it to me. 6 comments for every entry? I'm really starting to love this new version...keep it coming. lol. By the way, I didn't get my braces today, my mom had to go to Mindanao (southern part of the Philippines) for a coverage and she just came home today so we rescheduled the appointment for next Saturday. I hope it isn't painful, is it? Oh gosh, now I'm fearing that it will hurt. By the way I researched on building up self-confidence, hehe, i know i'm weird. Anyway they said that it's because i'm self-conscious and you have no idea how right that is. So it said to keep busy so as to not feel self-conscious, good thing i'll be doing quite a lot for the report. I slept late last night and I'll be doing the same today, I've finished up my Religion assignment. Yes, we do have a subject called Religion because I study at a Catholic School ran by nuns and I just hate that subject, ugh! The teacher is a total nightmare. Tonight I'll be finishing off my Social Studies scrapbook, I don't even see the connection between making a scrapbook about us and social studies??? Anyway, that's about it for today. The only interesting thing in my life is reading "The Second Summer of the Sisterhood" by Ann Brashares.

It makes me really stressed to know that there's so much that needs to be done, what kind of a break is this? Sorry about all this complaining it's just that life doesn't feel comfortable for me anymore and I'm starting to think I have a phobia of getting in front of a huge crowd of people with their eyes all fixated at you. Ugh, the thought makes me feel so creepy call me weird for saying that I am in fact shy and insecure around people but there's no denying it cause it's the truth. Anyway on to the more "making-sense" part of this entry, last Monday we went to the dentist to get me and my sister's teeth cleaned and checked-up and they say said I need braces. And I need it on both my upper and lower teeth, they also said that my upper teeth is crooked and that my lower teeth is diagonal or something like that. Actually I blame it on my father, the dentist told me herself that I should, cause he's got the same teeth as I do. My gums bled at one part of the cleaning, they said it was because my gums were too sensitive so now they keep jamming my mouth with fruits. Now where did time go? Just a few years ago a different dentist said that I had marvelous teeth and healthy gums so I've been living in that lie until last Monday. They said I had to wear the braces for 2 years and what's worse is that I also have a problem with my eyes but that's okay cause I don't wear my glasses only when I really need to and now they're actually lost.

Ugh. I'm really exhausted. Our Intramurals just finished and I'm happy to say that Sophomores won over-all for cheerleading competitions even though i did nothing to help. Anyway as you all know i've moved here at lyan.she-dreams.net with much thanks to Krystal. I finished this new layout and some new content with the exception of the "what i've got to offer" page cause i'm still making freebies for you guys. Anyway with those things on my plate, no wonder i'm so sleepy already but this book: From the files of Madison Finn#19: Keep it real has kept me awake because I just love it! It's got this clever combination of family, friends and enemies. Of course, we can't forget love. I don't know why but i just love romantic stuff, either on the big screen or on paper. Speaking of romance, we've got a whole week off school cause it's our sembreak and i'm really happy and all but i know that i'll miss someone deeply. I don't know why or how but crushes can be really addicting and come to think about it, i don't think i can stay sane without that person's presence. So ya, taking a big break tonight by watching "Go Figure" on Disney Channel tonight, listening to some music and reading "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants." Sounds good to me.

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